The Misfits (1961)
What makes you so sad? You’re the saddest girl I ever met.
Why do I keep thinking of the guy who treated me like shit and left me? And why do I keep thinking it was my fault? And why did seeing him with that other girl hurt so much? And why the fuck do I want to call him? Why do I keep wishing things were different? I want to forget everything about him. He is still poisoning my head and he is messing up my relationship and he’s not even here. I cant give myself to my new relationship because he made me feel like nothing. Like no one would ever love me but him. And now I have this amazing, sweet, loving, and caring person who is willing to give himself to me forever and all I can think of is that maybe it’s not real. Maybe he was right, maybe I am the problem. Maybe one day my new guy will leave me just like he did. And I’ll be alone again.
“Too often, the only escape is sleep.”— Charles Bukowski

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